Thanks for weighing in on my POAS dilemma. I did POAS Sunday and this morning but now I wish I would have just waited until today. Next cycle I am going to have to come back to this post to remind myself why I don't POAS early. I wasted the last 2 days thinking that there could still be a chance of a positive today.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
The verdict is in...
Big Fat Negative. I can't say I am surprised but it still sucks. Once again my body has defied nature, 3 eggs, 100 million sperm, no baby. It doesn't seem right. This may sound a little overdramatic but I feel a loss when I have a BFN, for my baby that should have been. It makes me sad.
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I'm so sorry to hear about your "BFN" as they say. In general, POAS+BFN=SUCKS TOTAL ASS. Sending you my best wishes and hang in there. -- Jay (ICLW #78)
ReplyDeleteI am sorry this cycle brought a BFN, really sorry. Sending ICLW hugs to you today.
ReplyDeleteShitty shitty shitty.... I'm sorry about your BFN. :(
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry. BFN's suck. :(
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I'm so sorry about the BFN!!! I have always mourned BFN'S. We need to let ourselves do that. You are mourning the hope and dreams you had for that cycle and when the grieving is over it is how you find strength for the next one! HUGE HUGS!!!
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I just noticed that you are doing follistim this month after doing just clomid or femara. I did the same thing. After so many failed Clomid IUI cycles...the follistim did the trick! I will pray it does the same for you! Baby dust!!
ReplyDeleteSo shitty, I'm so sorry. It's so frustrating when the numbers are great and it still doesn't happen. What is UP with that? It feels like your body is just messing with you.
ReplyDeleteDamn you addictive POAS!! Damn you! So sorry about the BFN. :(
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry that you got bad news today. I cry every month when I get my BFN and never feel better until the next cycle begins. Why doesn't it ever get easier? Be strong and keep at it. It'll happen!
ReplyDeleteHappy ICLW!
That sucks. Every BFN feels like a massive blow and I do understand your grief over the loss of the baby that might have been. Be gentle on yourself.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry about the BFN!!! They suck! I always felt like every cycle brought new hope, just to be let down if there's a BFN.
ReplyDeleteI'm hoping the next cycle is the one!!!
ICLW#137
You're definitely not the only one mourning a BFN! I hope next month you get your BFP though, and all the mourning will be behind you!!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry. :( I know how much it sucks.
ReplyDeleteBFN's really suck. I remember many of them, but we have a lovely daughter now that we adopted from foster care.
ReplyDeleteHope you have a positive parental outcome sometime soon.
I'm sorry for you...Getting those results never gets easier.
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