I got the call yesterday that out of the 11 eggs retrieved, 7 were mature and all 7 fertilized normally with ICSI. I was shocked. I thought 5, maybe 6 would be mature so I was pretty excited to hear 7. The embryologist called again today to say they were still doing well and we would do a 5 day transfer on Sunday. He then proceeded to tell me how many cells they were but I was at work and it got loud so I missed it. I thought about asking him to repeat it and then I said fuck it. It doesn't really matter, it's not going to change anything. He asked if I wanted another update tomorrow and I told him no thanks. I am just going to show up Sunday and see what I got.
Last cycle I was very focused on numbers, I knew my e2, the size of my follicles and how thick my lining was after every appointment. This cycle I tried not to think about it and I discovered sometimes a little ignorance is bliss. I used to think I would worry more by not knowing every little detail but this cycle I actually worried less. I think I am finally beginning to realize that I have no control in this situation (it only took me 3 years) and am letting go a little bit.
Wow girlie - you have some awesome quality eggs. 7 of 7?! WHohoo!! Praying for a good 5dt and a BFP roughly two weeks from now. :)
ReplyDelete7 is great! It is funny that it takes us such a long time to let go of knowing every little detail.
ReplyDeleteGreat news and good attitude! It sounds promising :)
ReplyDeleteHappy ICLW back to you!
ReplyDeleteGirl, reading through some of your cycle posts, I can soooo relate! Crazy how we are so detailed oriented and number obsessed until we finally get it...we just are NOT in control.
I have no idea how many measurable follicles i have right now. I have heard i have 'several' 18-19mm and triggered tonight, so here's hoping for a few more, but I have no idea. I know my estrogen is outrageous but only bc they have been considering canceling the cycle.
Other than that...as you said...a little bit of ignorance really IS bliss. I'm sorry a lot of yours and your innocence was stolen with your chemical pregnancy.
I know that feeling to. Sort of.
Hooray for all your fertilizations! I'm jealous!!! :) Seriously...hope they keep growing and it goes fabulously!!
Great report, I hope transfer goes amazing and that this is it for you! Thanks for stopping by my blog. Happy ICLW.
ReplyDeleteI agree that sometimes knowing less about every single detail and progress of the cycle takes some of the stress out of the wait. You had a great fert report. I'll be pulling for those lucky seven!
ReplyDeleteCongrats on the 7 embryos. Fingers crossed for your transfer on Sunday.
ReplyDeleteI too have enjoyed the not knowing every little detail at times. There is only so much we can do and we're doing it already. :)
Congrats on lucky number 7. Letting go is great. I've been working on doing that as well. Enjoy the weekend and GL on Sunday!
ReplyDeleteWoohoo lucky number 7, what fabulous news! Good luck for transfer!
ReplyDeleteHi from ICLW! Congrats on the great report! Hope this works out incredibly well for you!
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