Sunday, December 26, 2010

All I Want(ed) for Christmas...

There were 2 things I really wanted for Christmas this year. The first was a fun filled trip to NYC to spend Christmas with my family. I wanted to see the tree, eat pizza and bagels, and see my old friends. What I got instead was 3 days with the family, 1 slice of pizza and 1 bagel before a blizzard forced us to change our travel plans and leave early. I did not get to see any of my friends, 2 of my cousins, no trip to Manhattan and I definitely could have used a couple of more slices of pizza. You just can't good pizza outside of NYC!

The second thing I wanted was a BFP. Instead I got a BFN. So now I will call my doctor this week and set up an IVF consult. I am thinking late Feb/early March since we have a trip planned to Florida to visit family in February and I don't want to cancel that. I need a break too. I am tired, drained and I just want to spend a couple of months not taking pills, suppositories or injections and to drink lots and lots of wine.

3 comments:

  1. Sorry to hear your Christmas didn't turn out the way you hoped...that sucks! I had a visit from AF right on Christmas day 2 years ago....so I can relate. I REALLY wanted that Christmas miracle two. I can't believe 2 more Christmas' have passed and I am still not pregnant. Here's to hoping 2011 will be OUR year! ICLW #13.

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  2. I am sorry to hear that Christmas didn't turn out the way you wanted

    before our first IVF DH and I took off to Cuba for a week, a week of lying on a beach and enjoying ourselves really helped get us in the mind frame for IVF

    May 2011 bring you happiness and joy!!
    Happy ICLW
    #50

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  3. So sorry your Christmas didn't go according to plan. I'd be cranky if I didn't get much-wanted pizza as well. And of course it goes without saying that the BFN is a real crapper. I hope you can enjoy this little break from TTC (yay - bring on the grog!) and wish you the best of luck starting IVF in a few months.

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