Friday, April 15, 2011

It's over

Beta was 16. I am so broken right now, I don't even know how I am going to begin to put the pieces back together. I have my WTF scheduled for April 26 and I plan to cycle again as soon as I am able to. I will be taking a break from blogging, not sure it if it will be temporary or permanent so I want to wish all my cycle buddies a happy and healthy nine months and thank all of you for your love and support.

18 comments:

  1. ((HUGS)) Oh wow, I am so sorry. :( Best of luck for you next cycle. I'll miss you if you take a permanent break, but I definitely get it. Hang in there. :(

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  2. Sweetie, I am SO terribly sorry to hear this. I really wanted this for you. Please know that I am thinking of you, and completely understand needing to take a break. We'll be here when you are ready to come back.

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  3. I'm so, so sorry. I can't imagine what you must be going through right now or what I would do in the same situation.

    I'm also sad to know you may not return to blogging, but I hope that whatever happens you will soon find a way out of this IVF hell, and be granted the family you deserve so much.

    Peace, comfort, strength, and all the best to you and your husband,

    - K

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  4. Oh honey I am so, so sorry :(

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  5. I am so sorry. Sending you and your husband love. I will be here if you come back and I hope you do.

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  6. I am so sorry to read this. Thinking of you and your husband.

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  7. oh no! i'm SO sorry!!! i just wish there was something i could say to take the pain away. i hope your break isn't permanent, but i hope it's just what you need. big hugs! i'll be thinking of you.

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  8. My heart is so heavy reading this and I can't imagine what it must be like for you. My hope for you is that the RE studies this cycle and makes decisions for your next one that will result in a child that you so much deserve. I am so sorry and so mad about this kind of hurt, it's unfair. Whatever you decide about blogging, know that this support is here when/if it's right for you. Thinking of you and sending you a big virtual hug.

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  9. What crushing news. I am so very sorry. I also hope your RE can glean some information from this cycle which can help with the next. Even though you're taking time off from blogging please know people are thinking of you. Take care.

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  10. my heart dropped when I read this. I'm so sorry. I am sure the break is necessary...I would do the same. I also would love to see you back when you are ready. But you do what you need to do. Hugs!

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  11. I'm so sad and sorry.

    Take your time and space to heal. remember you have many people hoping and praying for you. We will miss you.

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  12. Miss Mac says it all. I am so sorry to read that this cycle, this hope, this dream, has ended for you.

    I hope that you are able to grieve this loss, and move on when the time is right. This space will always be here for you, as whatever kind of outlet you need it to be. We will all be here to support you whenever you need us.

    With love and sadness, Foxy

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  13. Very very sorry, I hope you read all these comments of love and support when you feel up to it. If you need any extra support feel free to email me. clewis1981@hotmail.com. always here.

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  14. This is so difficult, I feel your pain. We are sending you strength to get through this.

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  15. I can't tell you how sorry I am. I've been where you are, and it's just not fair. Take as much time as you need, but know that we are all here for you if you need us. xo

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  16. Hello from ICLWland. I know you're taking a break, but I wanted to say that I am so sorry. I hope that you'll come back with great news about your next cycle!

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  17. Just wanted to say hope you are ok. I know you are taking a blogging break. But im still here for you. If you want to email me feel free.

    clewis1981@hotmail.com

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  18. How are things going? Would love if you checked in!

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