... one of many four letter words that describe how I feel about my infertility
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
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I turn 31 in 2 days and can barely get my body to ovulate let alone get pregnant.  It's rather depressing.  I don't know if it is all the hormones or the depression but I am turning into a rather cranky bitch.  I thought starting a blog would be a good outlet for my frustrations dealing with the ups and downs of infertility.  A little background info - December 31 2008, stopped my birth control in hopes of a 2009 pregnancy.  I wasn't really that concerned, I always had normal periods (before 10 years on the pill), I thought I would have no trouble getting knocked up.  The first few months off the pill I had really irregular periods but still wasn't  concerned, it can take several months off the pill to get things back to normal, or so my doctor told me.  Fast forward 6 months and the time between my periods is getting longer and longer instead of shorter and shorter.  I tried the whole BBT and OPK thing but it doesn't really work if you are not ovulating!!  I started Clomid 50mg in October of 2009 with my, didn't work.   Round 2  100mg = BFN, Round 3 150mg = BFN.  Went to see RE # 1, he told me I had PCOS (based on an ultrasound, not labwork) and told me to come back if I didn't get pregnant after 3 ovulatory cycles on clomid.  Obviously he was a quack.  Round 4 150mg - No "O", met with RE 2, after all the usual testing, the verdict is in, no PCOS, but unexplained infertilty with a boderline high FSH.  Good times.  Round 5 of Clomid with RE = No "O".  On to Femara 5 mg, same story.  Decided to try one more round of Femara at 7.5mg before I started shelling out the major bucks for injections.  I made my husband come to my U/S appointment with me so after my RE told me I had no follies, he could learn how to inject my ass.  Suprise!  One gynormous follie!!  Triggered and had an IUI.  Currently in the 2ww.
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